Just like that

Still stuck in this mad world. It gets crazier by the day. This song lingers in my head and every time I hear it, I get so attached to that fantasy. It's unfair that things and people come in and out of your life just like that.

In a trance, that is. Suddenly the room just stops moving and it morphs into a Granville-like scenery. I wish I can just leave everything behind and live there. Just like that..

The boy is mine

For a moment she said to herself "so this is how it feels like to be his girl". Felt so proud and so happy inside. She have had hoped that they were climbing up inside the Statue of Liberty so she could just cling to his arms and be his girl for a little longer.

She told him he would get his answer through a kiss. She thought she would be able to express more how the way she feels about him with that one kiss. And she did. She hoped he got his answer. If only there are more better words to describe how and why she would always be her kryptonite...her boy...her best. She have always wanted to say "she would give anything in the world to be able to go back in time and wait for him...to ask her ...to be his girl...for forever. She have loved him with all her breath, body, soul more than what he could ever ask for.

Hoping that it's all worth to wait for him...because that brief moment while she was clinging to his arms she knew how happy she would be...in his arms....believing "this boy is mine".

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My only Paige

She just cry when she's hungry or her diaper needs changing. It is always a wonderful sight to see them whenever I come home from work. I feel blessed for having them.

She smiles and talks to me whenever I ask her how her day had gone. It's like she knows what I was asking her. She will look at me and will flash her big pretty smile. Her eyes would lighten up everytime I give back the smile that she deserves.

I just simply adore them. Things would have gone bad all day long but the night would always make it right no matter how hard everything has been.

Acobay

With the internet, you can do a lot of stuffs. Some even almost spend so much of their day just by browsing or doing their stuffs through internet. I guess I am guilty of that. Whenever insominiac strikes me, I get to amuse myself through the internet. I get to watch my favorite tv-series through online streaming.

I also get to have a sideline through the internet. I write anything and almost everything that captures my hippocampus through a blog which sometimes I get paid for.

I get updated by my friends through multiply, friendster and facebook. And now I can connect and share stuffs that I like through a consumer social network - acobay. It's cool and entertaining. You get to meet lots of people and at the same time you get to know more of your faves.

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I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I have laughed when there is a need to laugh. I smile to protect whatever is inside of me. I mingle to eavesdrop on whatever juicy information that they might have. Through it all, I lack the courage to ask.

He says this and that. He whispers softly something that it seemed almost so sincere. He kept on repeating it as if to say believe me. But underneath it all, I choked and didn't have the nerve to ask.

I guess until now, I still haven't found what I'm looking for.

Somebody save me...

Just one touch and everything seems to have fallen into its place. Just one word and every anger just went away. Just one kiss and the feeling gets stronger.

When I have achieved my masteral degree, I have considered myself a fairly intelligent woman. I have proven to myself that I am somehow worth to be displayed around. I have broken whatever low self-esteem that I have carried upon me when I was growing up.

But sometimes there are things that you can't measure and bring solutions to. I am deeply falling into a quicksand again holding on to my kryptonite. For a while I thought I have hidden it somewhere in a tightly guarded mini storage but that never stopped it from holding down my feelings.

I am afraid that it's all just surreal...Somebody try slapping me so I can wake up to reality...Somebody save me.

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What is your smile?

Smiles can be deceiving. Only the people behind it knows what it truly means. Some flashes their teeth to warn their enemies. Some beam their face to hide a tear from falling and some grins to mask the fear that they've been carrying...

My own side of Fringe

At the corner of a dark room is where I find my time alone. While everybody is already heading off to another day, I am trying to pull some strings and do a fringe alike. Science has always been my waterloo but I am amazed at how things fit together. In another realm, it has almost always proven how things exist and coexist even in its tiniest detail. However, there are some things that science can't explain. There maybe lots of theory and conclusions but there are no definitive answers. In life, it is not always exact science which is the reason why religion and science always clashes. I hope I can find a way to explain the theorems and the equations in front of me.

Teleportations, mind over matter, telekinesis and Pyschokinesis all form part of the show...I'd be willing to trade places with Olivia to be Walter's guinea pig on his experiment ....if and only if....

My kryptonite

There are times when you feel like just throwing it away. Hard as you might try, you just can't.

Found 3 versions and each version is telling a different thing. I just don't know which one it is. It maybe AL's, JS's or TS's.....

The game of life

It is so damn freezing cold. It's like my whole body is aching from the breeze of the air eventhough I am wearing my jacket. My brain seemed to have been paralyzed with the coldness that lingers all day long. Just want to shake it off and bring back the heat again. I am trying to absorb everything but my heart just erratically and irregularly beats. I only have with me the fondest memories to warm me mentally and emotionally. I know I am moving on an inch forward. A few more and I'll be there shouting my hurrahs for finishing the race.

Earlier today, just from the top of my head, I suddenly remembered what his last words were...."If the shoe fits, wear it." Yeah it sounds like I was trying to sing the line from a song. "If it doesn't then you have to make some adjustments even if it means trading it, repairing it and if all else fails...discard it or walk on barefooted." I've already recovered from it but I was kind of having a wishful thinking. I knew then that I was young and that those nights that I've spent wasting every fluid that was coming out from my tear duct will eventually dry up. Somehow after each drama I created I felt better. I wish it is that simple.

It is starting to feel like I was the only one serious about it. If it finds him comfort in believing that they are not his own, I cannot do anything about it. Thinking along that line is one big bombshell that was dropped on me. Total naked truth : I'm so into him that I forgot everything that I believed in. Hoping that it could have gone somewhere. Should have just known that I was playing the game of life...

All messed up

She wishes Granville is real. Through the stained glass wall she looks clearly but sees only him slowly fading. She figures there's something out there she can't resist. The sweetest of words spilled out now lay on the ground...decomposing.

She lives another life soul searching as she tries to mask the pain she's been carrying all day and all night long. What have he done? She wants to run as fast as she can. She wants to be lost in the middle of nowhere and shake off the hurting. Is there any other way to undo what has been done? Does life have a rewind button that can be edited or deleted? You make me want to drift to emptiness. Half the time she have spent every single moment wondering, dreaming, asking. She only has simple questions but entails complicated answers. Every breath gives her away because every time she thinks about, looks at, gives her their hugs and kisses, it tears her apart. Where does it take her from here?

She never thought that she have anything more to give. She has given more than what she thought she could but lost the fight anyway.

She's all messed up...all messed up.