You say....Stay

Stay. The buzzword for the week. The agony of waiting for something to happen is so unbearable. Everything becomes hazy. I didn't plan for any of this to happen. I never imagined that my life would be like in a movie scene. It didn't occur to me that it's goin' to be this tough. No one ever told me that real life never ends with the 'happily-ever-after' thing. I have spent half my life dreaming of my knight in shining armor....

They say that it is you and only you who makes your own happiness and destiny. But what if you are left with limited choices? How do you make the best out of everything? People come in your life for a reason....by season...A cliche that struck me. I still haven't figure out why we meet them...why I am falling...why I am hurting...why I am breaking into million pieces. I think the lines in the song "Everybody's Changing" is very applicable to me....."So little time, try to understand that I try to make a move just to stay in the game...but everybody's changing. I don't feel the same."....In so many ways, this is me.

But I know that whatever I do, there's no use wallowing. Even if I turn my whole world upside down, the fact still remains that I am living in my own fairy tale world....a world of make-believe...of magic...waiting for my own happily-ever-after ending. Sigh. So I close the book and let my imagination drift off and lay my head and rest from its weariness and restlessness.