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Saturday, August 31, 2013

Free falling

Took little steps towards the edge of the platform.  Decided to look straight and feel the air breeze through my face.  I can hear my heart beat a little faster and stronger.  While they give instructions and make sure my harness is secure, my mind ran blankly.  I just don't know what to think.  I just know that there is something different, something exciting, something great is about to happen. 

The man beside me asked me if I was ready to take the jump.  I just nodded and smile and on the count of three, that something was about to start.  Years after taking that plunge made me realize that I took it with something similar to my journey. 

Falling 233m from the World's highest Bungee site - AJ Hackett's Macau tower bungy experience is one astonishing and heaven-like experience.  Looking back, it mirrors my own take in the leap of faith.  I knew that I had to do it or I may never get the chance to come back and do it again.  People around me made sure that I had my straps secure to keep me safe when I jump off the edge.  I was looking forward to the pure bliss that I was feeling intensely.  At the back of my mind, I knew that in between those fall and joy, there is the consequence...there is change. 

When I started to lean forward and my feet left of the edge, it was like everything was in slow motion and yet so fast.  The wind touching my face.  My heart was left somewhere up or fell faster below.  I can see a blue clear sky and a vast serene water with a boat docking in just seemed like a few feet away.  In just 20 seconds, I was already hanging close to the trampoline. 

Today, I feel the same, seems like everything happened so fast that I can't undo it.  I was for a moment in the clouds but everything just went down so fast that I have no control of.  Jumping and falling towards my goal didn't give me a glimpse of those clear blue sky that I long for nor the serenity of the water waving through softly on the ground.

The bungee fall let me experience at least something better because the jump I took tied me hanging still.  The fall was not flat facing down but it turned my world upside down.  Seemed like both feet are tied stopping me from touching the ground and moving forward.

I know at some point I can't always be kept hanging with or without you however it hurts.  I need to move on and be free.  I am still giving it some time but not for long.  I will have to cut that rope when the clock strikes 12 at the start of those fireworks.  Let the countdown begin because I want to be free falling.

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Dance with me

There is no present or future...only the past that is happening again and again now.  He whispered "dance with me".  I gave my hand and swayed to the tune.  Oh what a tangled web we weaved.  Then I said "dance with me", he replied "why?".  I said "Dance with me before I slip out of your memory".

Monday, August 12, 2013

Music to my ears

They say...When you are in pain, you understand the lyrics.  When you are happy, you enjoy the music.  I say, touche.  I have all memorized by heart what Little Jackie and Lifehouse meant.  Bon Jovi's soulful rendition of you want to make a memory brings me even closer to my innermost cravings.

But last night and for the rest of the nights, let me enjoy the rhythm, the beat, and the melody....Need I say more?