I'll be okay....not

My best friend's wedding, right? Every time I watch that movie, it has not failed yet in making me cry. All the more now. One of my fave song from the movie soundtrack which I wish I can sing right now... It's time to let you go It's time to say goodbye There's no more excuses No more tears to cry There's been so many changes I was so confused All along you were the one All the time I never knew I want you to be happy You're my best friend But it's so hard to let you go now All that could have been I'll always have the memories She'll always have you Fate has a way of changing Just when you don't want it to Throw away the chains Let love fly away Till love comes again I'll be okay Life passes so quickly You gotta take the time Or you'll miss what really matters You'll miss all the signs I've spent my life searching For what was always there Sometimes it will be too late Sometimes it won't be fair I won't give up I won't give in I can't recreate what just might have been I know that my heart will find love again Now is the time to begin I can't hold on forever baby I'll be okay But it's not yet the time...Pain is still throbbing and I fear that I might not be able to sing that song...I can always tell myself "i'll be okay" but I am only fooling myself.